Yes, I agree. I am very driven by perfection. My father taught me that, if you find the knowledge, prepare, & practice. You have no reason to fear or stress over a performance. Just go do what you have been doing! Never perform for just the experience, only perform if you can do it. The unspoken, there is "There is only 1 first place, & never be happy w/ second place because second place is losing!" Kids toady call it "Bringing your "A" game, and don't come without it." SO, I am crazy like that! And I am trying to fix it! I promise!